My eyes hurt. I've cried too much today. Not the usual but not very unusual either.
I seem to suffer a communication gap with my loved ones...atleast the ones I love. I don't demand much of their time or energy except when I need them most...I don't wish to pile onto anyone...and besides when I'm upset if they wish to be with me then they can call too right? Have I ever said no to that?
I don't know what it is. But there are several people I love and would do anything for the moment they seem to need anything at all. But I lack friends!
Is this how our lives become? Having people we can call upon in trouble but not really to just plain simple chill out with or hangout with if one doesn't want be alone. How come coming back home has made me more lonelier than I have ever been?
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well u have never called this friend then. I know you have been there when I have felt what u r going through right now. I have learnt and accepted peoples/friends limitations and know and alsoaccept they will be there only when it suits them. That is life dear and its okay really, once you accept.
mmm.sometimes we live life in phases..i guess we need to live life 'above' the phases which restrict our relating to each other..to self..I am thinking,too.why?
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