It's one of those days! I mean the kind of days when you wake up feeling alone. I'm sitting in my office trying to work...but my mind as usual wanders. I don't seem to be capable of concentrating on anything nowadays. My mind's become too flitty!
I've been in Delhi for over a year now. But I keep getting the feeling I don't belong. Not here in Delhi? But actually anywhere! I don't belong to any root, stem or tree trunk. I wish to be wandering like a dandelion blown in the wind...but then I become the part that's stuck to the stem. But do I flower then...perhaps not!
A friend is in town. I was excited about her being here till she called 12 hours after she reached here. I'm not priority I guess. I need to check my priority list where mostly myself comes in the bottom of the never ending pit. When will I learn to live for myself I wonder.
If I had the choice...or rather if I utilised the opportunity I would be not here...not sure where but for sure not here.
Not in this seat, not in this house, not in this suburb, not in this city, and where not all!
Right now..I want to belong or be away!
1 comment:
i get why wanted appooppanthaadi :)
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